雖然說距離滿30歲表面上看起來還有兩年，事實上，只剩下一年了。
昨天跟大我兩屆的MARCO學長，在呼吸新鮮空氣的時候小聊了一下，聊有關於滿30歲的感想。
有人說國中生不大不小，處在尷尬的年齡，在我看來，28歲的男人，也恰恰好落在這尷尬的交叉點上面。如果硬要比較，那我的人生在別人眼裡看起來，雖不算是多彩多姿，但故事也可以說上兩天兩夜。
心裡總是對30歲有著又愛又恨的情感，總是期許著自己在30歲的時候能有些什麼作為；至少，要能開始有些什麼作為吧。這一年來我確實是改變了不少，自己都發覺到了，對家裡的大小事情，都認為應該要負起相當的責任，甚至開始主導，才不負老媽的教養。
一直在腦袋裡響起"家庭最重要"的這句台詞，忘記了在哪一部電影裡面看過，但是我可以很篤定的說，許多義大利黑道家族的影片，像是教父，甚至是亞當山德勒的命運好好玩，都強調了這句話的重要性，我也開始體認到，有個氣氛融洽的家庭，真的比什麼都重要。
這一年的時間裏面，我期許自己好好規劃未來的人生，至少在我滿29歲那一天，踏上充滿意義的30歲。而在我滿30歲的那一天，回頭也不後悔30歲這一年。
"家庭最重要"。
2009/04/26
二十九歳の誕生日、おめでとう。
今日、実は僕の誕生日だ。
いま１２時だ、友達が３人僕に電話してくれる。
そうだ！とても楽しい感じる。
２９歳になったよ、がんばってね。
毎日の生活に頑張る、仕事に頑張る、何でも難しくないよ！！
じゃ、行きましょう！
2009/04/13
Kinda bullshit
Amazingly, I thought most part of my life was bullshit, however, these bullshits were indeed important part still. Whatever I had done, I had felt, or even forgotten, all was the combination of my brain.
Even today, the reality seems so far away to reach. I step by the edge between truth and lies.
What occurred or will occur, seems so unpredictable. Yes, life is unpredictable. Full of surprises, isn't it?
Everyday, every morning I wake up, I stared into my face and eyes, wondering who I am.
Walking down the stairs, thinking about what I am doing. Looking out from the bus, memorizing all my stories. Who I am? What am I doing here?All is bullshit.
I want to touch the reality, I want to feel the passion.
Life should be aginst all bad things, however, most of them are not againstable.
Even today, the reality seems so far away to reach. I step by the edge between truth and lies.
What occurred or will occur, seems so unpredictable. Yes, life is unpredictable. Full of surprises, isn't it?
Everyday, every morning I wake up, I stared into my face and eyes, wondering who I am.
Walking down the stairs, thinking about what I am doing. Looking out from the bus, memorizing all my stories. Who I am? What am I doing here?All is bullshit.
I want to touch the reality, I want to feel the passion.
Life should be aginst all bad things, however, most of them are not againstable.
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