職業倦怠

我已經開始感到茫然了。
想把事情做好，卻又不知道為何而做。

朝向下一個目標前進吧。

窮忙族

這個已經誕生四年的名詞，原本是由日本開始傳出。

"窮忙族"代表著一群努力工作，所得卻怎麼樣都達不到全國最低薪資標準的人。
過去三年來工作的成果，竟然也沒有什麼實質效益，看著存摺裡的淨值，過去到底在幹麻呢?
沒有增加的存款，是否代表著支出的雜亂。

我是不是也陷入了窮忙族的陷阱之中?
幹!好可怕。

Listen (Beyonce)

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

2010/4/26

回首過往的文章，大概每年的這個時候我都坐在電腦前面。

第一、回想這一年來發生了些什麼
第二、看看過去幾年到底做了些什麼
第三、我現在該寫些什麼
第四、明天開始我該做什麼
第五、重頭再想一遍

他媽的，我30歲了。

TOEIC

I had two TOEIC examinations in 2006(2007?) & 2008.
I got only 710 points in the first one, and 800 for 2nd time.

Well, I will attend another one in this year.
It will be 5/30 this year.

I wonder how many points I will get this time.

Hope it will be better than 860 for golden certification.

Up in the air

「他們一年付你多少錢讓你放棄夢想?」
How much did they pay to make you give up dreams?
Yap, this is a fucking good question.

Another awesome question would be: "Who the fuck are you?"
Good question, "Who the fuck am I?"

I had seen the movie for 3 times, and these questions kept poping out in me head.

I used to be dreaming of to be a pilot.For years, I can tell ya.
Where am I now? Selling damn, boring cables and sit here for lousy money.
How much did they pay to make me give up my dreams?
It's shxt, I can tell ya again.

Who the fuck am I? Using fake names, lie to myself that life is ok.
I can stay optimistic, see things at bright side, and so what?
Spending 10 hours a day, 5 days a week to earn low pay check.
Who's fault is this? Mine? I don't think so.

I want to up in the air, some can say "Go for it", I know.
Life is tough of choices, you go, you stay.
Nothing could compare with "Balance". Yes, I need a balanced life style.

Up in the air, nothing is solved. Yet.

I am thinking about....

Learn to make some foods.

Ok, here is the story:
My mom use to have a small restaurant when I was 20.
That's how I learned to cook, maybe not that good, but the principles of cooking is the way keeping me out of starving.

Well, back to my thoughts.
I love foods, but somehow, I think I should to study it from now on.
Good foods could make me feel comfortable, relax, just like in heaven.
If I can learn how to cook, maybe I can creat my own heaven.

Although there are too many receipes, and hard to learn them all.
I think I can start from my most favorite: Steak.

Ok, here is the plan:
1. Get better known of different type of beef (steak).
2. Learn different ways to cook it.
3. Find my favorite sauce to dress the steak.
4. Find a good wine to match my home made steak.
5. Serve it to my family and friends.
6. See what happens!

Ok, start from now.

大學之道

格物、致知、誠意、正心、修身、齊家、治國、平天下。

I am back

That's all.

漢諾威, 德國 至 戈斯拉爾, 德國 - Google 地圖

漢諾威, 德國 至 戈斯拉爾, 德國 - Google 地圖

2009/Feb - March 出差班機表

航班 停留/機型/
城市/航站/ 艙等 飛行時間
日 日期 停留城市 時間 狀態 服務
== ======== ==== ================================ ==== ======== ===================
四 02月25日 出發 台北(TPE) 台灣桃園國際機場 1410 SQ 877 直飛
第二航站 經濟艙(W)波音 777-200
抵達 新加坡(SIN) SINGAPORE CHANGI 1845 機位OK 04小時 35分鐘
餐點
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五 02月26日 出發 新加坡(SIN) SINGAPORE CHANGI 2359 LH 779 直飛
第二航站 經濟艙(Q)波音 747-400
02月27日 抵達 法蘭克福(FRA) FRANKFURT INTL 0550 機位OK 12小時 51分鐘
第一航站 餐點
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六 02月27日 出發 法蘭克福(FRA) FRANKFURT INTL 0820 LH 1000 直飛
第一航站 經濟艙(Q)空中巴士 320
抵達 漢諾威(HAJ) HANOVER 0910 機位OK 00小時 50分鐘
免費茶點
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一 03月08日 出發 漢諾威(HAJ) HANOVER 1900 LH 1029 直飛
經濟艙(Q)空中巴士 320
抵達 慕尼黑(MUC) MUNICH 2010 機位OK 01小時 10分鐘
第二航站 免費茶點
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一 03月08日 出發 慕尼黑(MUC) MUNICH 2145 LH 730 直飛
第二航站 經濟艙(Q)空中巴士 340-600
03月09日 抵達 香港(HKG) HONG KONG INTL 1545 機位OK 11小時 00分鐘
第一航站 餐點
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二 03月09日 出發 香港(HKG) HONG KONG INTL 1735 CX 470 直飛
第一航站 經濟艙(S)波音 747-400
抵達 台北(TPE) 台灣桃園國際機場 1910 機位OK 01小時 35分鐘
第一航站 免費茶點
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航空公司訂位電話：
SQ-新加坡航空 (台北(TPE)) :(886 2)25516655
LH-德國漢莎航空 (新加坡(SIN)) :(65) 62455600
LH-德國漢莎航空 (法蘭克福(FRA)) :018058384267
CX-國泰航空 (香港(HKG)) :(852)27471888

漢諾威CEBIT 2010

可能，會以為我對這次的出差很雀躍吧。


在機場的每一分鐘，都不自覺的思考自身的存在意義。
尤其，一個人望著班機時刻表的時候...

沒想到，而立之年的感觸會瘋狂啃食對週遭的熱情，就算是有機會探險，看看新的事物。

下一班飛機，要去哪?
登機門是否能通往我心底最深處，將自己解讀，甚至是救贖?

還是，人生就是必需重複，這永無止盡的循環?