2010/4/26

回首過往的文章，大概每年的這個時候我都坐在電腦前面。

第一、回想這一年來發生了些什麼
第二、看看過去幾年到底做了些什麼
第三、我現在該寫些什麼
第四、明天開始我該做什麼
第五、重頭再想一遍

他媽的，我30歲了。

TOEIC

I had two TOEIC examinations in 2006(2007?) & 2008.
I got only 710 points in the first one, and 800 for 2nd time.

Well, I will attend another one in this year.
It will be 5/30 this year.

I wonder how many points I will get this time.

Hope it will be better than 860 for golden certification.

Up in the air

「他們一年付你多少錢讓你放棄夢想?」
How much did they pay to make you give up dreams?
Yap, this is a fucking good question.

Another awesome question would be: "Who the fuck are you?"
Good question, "Who the fuck am I?"

I had seen the movie for 3 times, and these questions kept poping out in me head.

I used to be dreaming of to be a pilot.For years, I can tell ya.
Where am I now? Selling damn, boring cables and sit here for lousy money.
How much did they pay to make me give up my dreams?
It's shxt, I can tell ya again.

Who the fuck am I? Using fake names, lie to myself that life is ok.
I can stay optimistic, see things at bright side, and so what?
Spending 10 hours a day, 5 days a week to earn low pay check.
Who's fault is this? Mine? I don't think so.

I want to up in the air, some can say "Go for it", I know.
Life is tough of choices, you go, you stay.
Nothing could compare with "Balance". Yes, I need a balanced life style.

Up in the air, nothing is solved. Yet.