2010/05/13

Listen (Beyonce)

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

2010/04/25

2010/4/26

回首過往的文章,大概每年的這個時候我都坐在電腦前面。

第一、回想這一年來發生了些什麼
第二、看看過去幾年到底做了些什麼
第三、我現在該寫些什麼
第四、明天開始我該做什麼
第五、重頭再想一遍

他媽的,我30歲了。

2010/04/09

TOEIC

I had two TOEIC examinations in 2006(2007?) & 2008.
I got only 710 points in the first one, and 800 for 2nd time.

Well, I will attend another one in this year.
It will be 5/30 this year.

I wonder how many points I will get this time.

Hope it will be better than 860 for golden certification.

2010/04/01

Up in the air

「他們一年付你多少錢讓你放棄夢想?」
How much did they pay to make you give up dreams?
Yap, this is a fucking good question.

Another awesome question would be: "Who the fuck are you?"
Good question, "Who the fuck am I?"

I had seen the movie for 3 times, and these questions kept poping out in me head.

I used to be dreaming of to be a pilot.For years, I can tell ya.
Where am I now? Selling damn, boring cables and sit here for lousy money.
How much did they pay to make me give up my dreams?
It's shxt, I can tell ya again.

Who the fuck am I? Using fake names, lie to myself that life is ok.
I can stay optimistic, see things at bright side, and so what?
Spending 10 hours a day, 5 days a week to earn low pay check.
Who's fault is this? Mine? I don't think so.

I want to up in the air, some can say "Go for it", I know.
Life is tough of choices, you go, you stay.
Nothing could compare with "Balance". Yes, I need a balanced life style.

Up in the air, nothing is solved. Yet.

2010/03/21

I am thinking about....

Learn to make some foods.

Ok, here is the story:
My mom use to have a small restaurant when I was 20.
That's how I learned to cook, maybe not that good, but the principles of cooking is the way keeping me out of starving.

Well, back to my thoughts.
I love foods, but somehow, I think I should to study it from now on.
Good foods could make me feel comfortable, relax, just like in heaven.
If I can learn how to cook, maybe I can creat my own heaven.

Although there are too many receipes, and hard to learn them all.
I think I can start from my most favorite: Steak.

Ok, here is the plan:
1. Get better known of different type of beef (steak).
2. Learn different ways to cook it.
3. Find my favorite sauce to dress the steak.
4. Find a good wine to match my home made steak.
5. Serve it to my family and friends.
6. See what happens!

Ok, start from now.

Who is Bryan?

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台北, Taiwan
Bryan is just a code name.